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I have a recurring dream about me being in high school once again. What is weirder is the fact that I have knowledge that I finished schooling and yet I am still motivated to go through with it. It must be because I felt that I dominated high school and that I have to repeat my point of domination to make myself feel better. In short I want validation even though I felt that I don’t need it when the fact is I really need one all the time.