This is very sad when you have loved, paid attention to, and trusted someone only to be betrayed by the same person.
I realize that betrayal is really painful when it comes from the person you have always cared for deeply. A dream biography becomes a fiction when betrayal comes into the picture.
The betrayal of one’s expectations during a relationship is one of the most painful experiences because it resembles a violation of trust by a close person. You believe this person is someone you can really trust, and he or she becomes the person you wanna share the rest of your life with.
As for allowing this to occur, this is most startling; people only want what is best for them, and enduring this punishment is very painful. There is so much weight in your chest, your feelings are drowning in it and the pain has stacked to an unmeasurable high.
It is quite permissible to shout, to utter evils, to yell, and to become cross. But there are certain things that you should always remember: not all people are for you and not all people abandon or cheat you. They may betray you and may forget all the good things that you have done for them.
Now I fully understand that quite often the person to whom you are willing to sacrifice your life, is the one who’s holding the gun.
Beware, be smarter, and protect yourself from those people who join your circle. Avert or unfollow people who consume your friendly/disposition, smog. It is about the time now that you mend your broken heart and start transforming into the new selfish you.
Heed your intuition and remember that the most important thing is me. Make it a rule to take care of your free time and learn how to assertively tell others when you want your space. You are a powerful man/woman and I respect you for standing through what they have put you through.
Remember this:
Sadly, I have learned the hard way that I will always remember and recover, I may forgive, but I will not forget.