I'm not saying that you have a hat, or that you've had one longer than anyone else, but if you did have a hat, would you be able to see it while hiding it from others?

Undisciplined

Yes. Really what I have been thinking about is, I guess depending on your personality, these types of things can gain importance which is illogical, disproportionate, and maybe unhealthy. I'm suspectible to this😀

To each their own. 
The hat signifies your own journey. 

Satosora

What hat?
Seriously, I hide everything right now. I'm talking about how meaningless a hat is, but I still value it. I'm trying to convince myself.  Maybe valueless is going too far. It does recognize a certain commitment to SN, I guess. 