"being abroad made me understand the only person i should be looking to please and be selfish for is myself. at the moment, i have the world at my fingertips. i can go and do anything i please without seeking the approval or permission of anyone else. there's no need to wait on anyone, and it is purely the "get up and go" type of energy that gets me super excited. i mean, who doesn't want that?"

How do you pay for that?