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One foot in front of the other my friend. One foot in front of the other.
Keep posting on SN if that's the outlet that works for you.
Eat properly, sleep as best as you can, get exercise, take some time to focus on your mental state as well. Make yourself as physically and mentally resilient as you can be so you can be the best you can be for your wife and kids.
You guys will get through this.