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I sold half a Bitcoin when it was $200/piece. I sold off 140,000 Doge coin at .0094 USD/DOGE less than 36 hours before it.first hit 8.5 cents usd/doge in Jan 2021. And now I'm literally sitting here with a college degree but struggling to make it working two jobs, helping my disabled mother pay a portion of her bills because social security only gives her 900/month, and almost every day it weighs on me "what if." Especially with the doge..
Not trying to make a sob story out of this but literally everything seems to always go against me and it's taken a toll on my mental health. Without my psych meds and my therapist I probably would have killed myself by now. I can't even afford to take my cat, who has been by my side for.eight years, to the fucking vet and she is getting sicker and skinnier every day.
But yeah, I hope you make the right decisions.because I don't want anyone to ever go through the thoughts of "what if" like I do all the time. I know I'll never be truly.happy again because I didn't wait 36 fucking hours to sell my doge.