I was so focused on trying to make this jump that I didn't know I could manipulate to not make the jump, haha. So you guys basically had to bet against.

I was so scared, it took me literally (probably) more than 10 minutes to do it. I even wanted to test how deep the water is beforehand but realized there is a layer of ice on top.

Then I made a smaller jump a few meters to the right and then I jumped from the platform to the ground since the platform is a bit higher and it's less slippery.

Then I was wondering for some more minutes if I should take some run-up but what if I slip?

Then, even more minutes later, I "jumped". I realized I can literally just step over the water, lol

Comparing that with how I used to climb just a few years ago and I consistently asked myself: "Can I make this leap?" And then I tried the leap pretty quick since you just get more tired over time in the rope or hanging on the wall. And it wasn't even close, lol

My best experience during climbing was when I wasn't thinking so much. Literally just try and you might make it. If not, try again. Rinse, repeat.