Thank you for balancing hard truths with a dose of compassion. I really appreciate it. 
I won’t stop using Stacker News because I really wanna keep my cowboy hat haha but 
I will certainly endeavour to use less social media in front of my son

cryotosensei

nemo

Confessions of a burnt-out father

I am sorry you feel the way you do about parenting your own kids.

Parenting can be hard for some but the thoughts you express are not typical, and suggests to be related to some underlying unresolved issue.

As one parent to another may i suggest scheduling a talk with your partner, your community head/elder, and also a trained counselor, and maybe spend less time on Stacker News, other socials, podcasts and Bitcoin in general and instead focus on your mental state and being present for your kids.

Kids see everything.

God speed.