I am also skeptical, even with my own story. For many months I tried to give myself an explanation and found none. 
So I give up looking for answers. I just look forward, to finish my mission in this realm.
Nothing else matters...

I normally quite sceptical when people tell stories like these, but it's from @DarthCoin now.

Natalia

It was very hard for me to share it here. Very few people know it, even my wife doesn't know all the details.
Because I don't want people to judge me based on this story. People usually do that and not look into the facts. I am just a meaningless peon in the immense universe.

DarthCoin

Did you ever have a NDE or epiphany? I did. And is terrifying

Wild story. Fun read! Thanks for sharing.

*(definitely an aside, but I saw apocalyptica live a few years ago. great show)*