Sorry man..I am truly sorry.

I sold 140,000 Dogecoin I won off a $4 USD deposit at luckyfish (RIP Luckyfish.io) at 0.009 USD/piece about thirty-six hours before it hit 8.5 cents USD for the first time.

I had the knife to my throat and I had to have it physically taken from me by my roommate at the time when i woke up and found out that Doge was over 8 cents.

That money literally would have changed my life completely. Even though it wouldn't have been as much money as yours, it would have been absolutely life changing for me.