That's a lot in one week (hell, it's a lot in one year). The older we get, the more life throws challenges at us. Life is actually a series of events we must suffer through, interrupted by small joys. As someone who's in her fifties now, suffering losses becomes more common as we age, and with both my parents and most of the rest of my family gone, I nothing for granted, especially life. Enjoy the good stuff to the fullest (when you're ready) maybe just take it easy on yourself right now by indulging in some rest & relaxation for as long as you need. Grieving takes a lot out of us.