In the end, the house always wins.

If you really wanna play, play once. Like a 1/2 or 1/3 option. No matter what, you leave the table after this one bet. Either you'll have nothing (same as what would have happened if you kept playing), or you have doubled/tripled your starting capital, and you effectively beat the house.

That's what I did today with slightly less than 100k sats on red. I won. I left the table. I'm happy.