Let’s admit something you won’t want to say aloud: even if no one reads your work, you’ll keep writing anyway. And you’ll keep writing because you never assigned monetary value to your words. Writing makes you happy
You don't f****ing care if people read[1] or not, it's not our work to amuse people, as writers our job is to give them an alternative to improve their way of thinking and start a debate. Healthy or not, that's another battle.
Sounds like you are describing me here! lol