At some time step t, I had x sats. At timestep t+1, I had x-1 sats and a preimage. How can you call that symbolic when it is obviously a "real" payment?

I am trying to account for 1,000,000 milli msats that apparently got taken from me when I updated an app on my umbrel node. An app developed by the same team behind the implementation I am running.

This does not inspire confidence...