Bitcoin is much more than just some magical get rich quick "investment" where you wait for the magic "exit" price to fiat.

You are basically sticking tires on a spaceship and calling it a car, or like in the beginnings of the internet, they called it a “fancy fax machine”.

Try to use it daily, try to self host, try to send and recieve payments with your own infrastructure, play around with the different apps (lighting, ecash, etc.), try doing more and reading less, try not to listen much to all the "number go up" youtubers,

then you will most likely have the "aha" moment.