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Hello, after a month and a half since my grandmother's death, of course, like a boomerang, the topic of money came back. My father pissed me off because okay, I told my parents that I was 19 years old, I told them what I was buying, after all, I was still partially supported by them. However, he pissed me off with the fact that, as he called it, he was "investing" in BTC. 1. He wasn't investing, he was buying, I consider it the only sensible money in the world, physical gold could be used, but I think it's too regulated and risky, paradoxical 2. For God's sake, what I say because I trust them is what I say, but it doesn't mean that he has to tell his extended family right away, especially his brother and sister, where I hate his sister dearly because he directly threatens me, my younger brother and my parents with his threats that if my father doesn't pay her the money, she'll throw us out of the house (50% of this house in the deed of ownership belongs to my father anyway). Apart from that, my mother only got on my nerves for the second time with that phone call where she told me about it. She informed me that my aunt 1. threw one of my grandmother's wallets in the trash 2. is thinking about buying a car for PLN 70,000 and has expenses of PLN 50k for dental problems and blabbers that her husband doesn't earn much. 3. She is talking to her father and his brother because she is wondering how to avoid paying tax on several dozen thousand. Ok, I know perfectly well the situation is clear to me that she simply didn't share it fairly with her brothers BUT that's not even the point. What I mean is that for fuck's sake I want 1. not to drown out the memory of the person I loved with money 2. to respect the fact that I only told specific people about the purchase of Bitcoin 3. What the fuck will it change for me that I will know about something I have no benefit from 4. For fuck's sake, ruin other people's nerves with worthless pieces of paper like Fiats. I would be grateful for words that would calm me down a bit from this nervousness and I sincerely wish that Bitcoin would give me freedom thanks to which I would be able to cut myself off from this toxic place, I have already lost the only bond that tied me to this place...
Some calming words: This too shall pass! Breathe, just breathe deeply. Right or wrong, family is family.
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