Beautiful, heart-wrenching. Horrible.
Im so sorry for your loss @dergigi.
Your words mean so much to me. Thank you.
I lost my uncle to suicide when I was a teen. And like most men, I feel, I have battled with those dark thoughts.
I grow a moustache every November for this reason. It’s silly but it’s a nod that we men don’t deal with these thoughts very well.