Sorry to say it Justin, but this is the most sentimental and retarded shit I've seen you say, and I've seen you see sentimental and retarded shit, but this is something else.

It's like Buttcoin and Bitcoin Maximalisn had a son with internet access.

Consider it whatever you want, but your options are:

1. Cope
2. Deal with it
3. All of the above + accept that this was absolutely retarded from your part.

I recommend you follow option 3.