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Then I don't know what to say more. Your situation is really bad and complicated.
maybe you could start a local ecash mint and do something like this that doesn't even require internet.

https://video.nostr.build/41b9c7bb2306a6b21249a80f1e4d986b4c5663df3f9c60e8fc84ba33abf2ca46.mp4

Source here - by Calle