Your question sounded like asking for the type of advice one would get from a therapist that's why.

I am glad to hear you have been healing. I don't know you or your situation but be careful about writing people off because they think Bitcoin is nuts and you are crazy for being so into it. People don't get it. Those that do are not average. We aren't better because of it. We are different. I would never write someone off that just thinks I am nuts about bitcoin. As I get older I care less and less what people think. That said, I rarely get angry at people for not seeing things my way. That's no way to live.

God bless you. I hope you continue to heal and find peace.