I am still excited when it is going down, I still feel smart by buying during this time. However when I put it into fiat terms I question if I am richer or poorer so my joke is to count bitcoins in terms of horses. I feel more tired to see others excited when newspapers push Bitcoin. Yet another one who got excited at the top, without truly knowing why. In this case to me the excitement with Bitcoin can feel as tiresome as the fear behind the corona virus.