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Related: someone in my family had a lingering, awful, bed-ridden death over last 6 months of his life. I've vowed not to let it come to that, but however the end manifests there will still come a final hour.

I imagine what I'll be like in the final hour, how I'll feel. Then I'll wonder: what could I do now that would make future me most satisfied in that final hour? And, whatever the answer to that is, would maximizing for that lead to a better life? By what standard could you even answer the question?

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Help me out -- enjoy what? I was thinking that was an autobiography but seems not to be.

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The man! I have been lucky enough to see him live a few times. Check this out: https://youtu.be/s2rVpnWnRUU

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would maximizing for that lead to a better life?

Possibly only from the perspective of the falling guy. It's a bit like becoming an astronaut because it's what your five year old self wanted.

I "look down" several times a day and enjoy letting the falling guy rule my life. He's so simple; "all I have are these few seconds, what did you do with all yours?" The only answer he's satisfied by is "everything I could that I wanted as best I can."

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