Yea, I mean I love crowds, and I love concerts, but loud for the sake of loud doesn't do anything for me. Nor the stories I can tell from them. Sometimes and some types of music the quality is not near enough headphones to be satisfied, but I do enjoy the experience, and it's not because fanboi for me. I do spend a significant amount of time marveling at the masses who dance out of rhythm virtue signaling for social credit while not understanding music. But at the same time I love the energy of a mass of people listening to the same thing.