I appreciate your kind words. Please trust me when I say I'm not wasting my life. Where I am now and where I was a year ago are miles apart. Even in the worst of times I am patiently waiting.

The point of the song is to relieve some of the pressure put on us to pursue fame and fortune (fake happiness). It is enough to be myself. If I have a purpose I will inevitably fulfill it. If I have no purpose, then I guess I'll just suffer/enjoy until I die 🙂.