then take on smaller /closer adventurers, easy to get back anytime!

when you see more different things, it refreshes your thinking and understanding about life, not only it's full of possibilities but it's also up to you how to live life the way you want - maybe it will come to you one day what you really passionate about.

Natalia

It's a bit of both to be fair, I simply don't wanna be away on some "adventure" when their time comes, leading to me stating put...

Fabs

Who else is simply existing? Do you have a purpose? I don't.

I guess you are a bit stuck with the responsibility of taking care of others VS living for yourself? 

*I don't know much background of your family, but do your grandparents really need you there or more like you are subconsciously finding excuses?* 