I had my moment of crisis during the Iraq war, after 9/11. This is when I could no longer ignore or unsee the immorality of the State and all the bs we would tell ourselves to make sense of its contradictions.

At that time, I had no framework of reference to help me clarify and articulate my feelings. Youtube helped, my rabbit hole took me through conspiracy theories, spirituality, then libertarianism/anarchism. The now banned Video The Story of Your Enslavement really hit home.

This is actually how I came across bitcoin. LoL.