Thanks for the support. I'll pay it forward by zapping posts in territories I don't own. Back to your post. Yes, that's happened to me all my life. I wish I could think of a direct quote from a character. Unfortunately I have felt like Willy Loman a lot. Pretty depressing, I know. Also, I don't know if anyone has read A Fan's Notes, by Frederick Exley? I related to the narrator in that book a lot. Basically when your life gets whittled down to alcohol and an obsession with your favorite NFL team. Lucky for me that didn't last long.