You're doing right. Most of people won't understand you however there're people who feel the same pain inside. Don't be silent talk to people, 5 people out of 100 have the same waves as you.

We just want to know the answer to the main out question - What is the sens of life? And when we can't find the answer brain screams - LIFE HAS NO SENSE. But it's not true. Life if perfect and you'll get as fast as you start to understand other people...