Dunno, but it seems like you self-censored by halting your involvement. Personally, I'd try to move on and not dwell on things that make me unhappy.
Nothing related with the security issues disclosed recently as they were discovered after some inter-personal issues mentioned (e.g the ones with spiral) did happen.
Beyond I don’t know exactly what you mean by “halting my involvement” as well as I’m still active on bitcoin development and still staying a bit on the lightning-side for the transition period on some complex technical issues.
On the happiness recommendation, if you have already contribute to open-source projects on long-periods, they’re definitively time when you have to do boring stuff (e.g refactors or test coverage) which doesn’t make you immediately happy, however on the long-term bring you personal satisfaction.
reply