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Ideally yes, for sure, but of course not easy. This is a long process and not going to happen over night. I have no idea what that last step is, but one day, I'll get there.
The point of my post was not that I fully exited, but that the decision to go on that journey was what challenged me the most. It was the hardest to grasp the reality that the current system is just broken and to make a conscious effort to move away from it. In a same way for a working person who only worked in a safety of a steady job to decide to start their own company (a very hard decision to make psychologically).