Why are you so afraid to die? Treat yourself, be more careful what are you doing. Enjoy your life as it would be your last day tomorrow. Or just die if is so complicated. Death is not the end. It's a new beginning.
I am not afraid to die. I lost my fear long time ago. If I die I will die happy and I will come back (maybe) in another more advanced form (to fuck even more banksters).
If you are in a foreign country and need emergency / urgent care,
Why are you not just stay hidden in your house because if you get out a rock could fall on your head... Enjoy you life, don't live in fear that someday you will get sick. That FEAR will make you sick.