I had not previously heard the term "pantsing" and at first I couldn't catch it, but I think I get it now: writing by the seat of your pants.

Having written many things that people haven't really liked, I'll say that it is the writer's job to just keep on trying. Fear is the mindkiller, innit? I have a feeling every writer has moments where they are overcome by doubt, but if you let it stop you from putting down more words, can you live with it?

Seems like you know what's best for yourself, though. Moving, living in the world, and more writing. Hope to read more of your writing soon.