"religion" comes from religare, "to bind fast, to hold back;"

'popular etymology among the later ancients (Servius, Lactantius, Augustine) and the interpretation of many modern writers connects it with religare "to bind fast" (see rely), via the notion of "place an obligation on," or "bond between humans and gods."'

is one holding himself back from living correctly or incorrectly?; acting right or doing wrongs? what is "solipsism?"

P.S. if u live life in shades of gray, u are confused, likely demented, and definitely full of parasites; yes, dumbass, there is such a thing as the correct way to live;