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No, I'm not jealous of her guy at all. After she withdraws my abandonment is triggered the next day. It's an old wound. Logically it doesn't make any sense. It's how I experienced it as a child when my mother would be absent.
It's a good question. Apparently my mind is convinced she's playing my mother or something.
And she's having an affair with me btw, to be clear.
21 sats \ 2 replies \ @k00b 13 Dec
And she's having an affair with me btw, to be clear.
Oh that's a bit different I guess. Although it's surprisingly hard to explain how.
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How that's not triggering abandonment? Because it feels really deep man. I don't think she has that with him.
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That makes sense. At least from what I've seen in movies, affairs inspire quite a lot of passion. The risk implies a big reward which probably helps it feel rewarding whether it is or not.
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