The morning he died began like every weekday: coffee burning, the girls fighting over the bathroom, Tom standing in the garage doorway with his helmet in one hand and phone in the other.
“Milk,” Anna called from the kitchen.
“Got it,” he said, already scrolling through his feeds. Another exchange hack. Another senator calling for “sensible regulation.” He thumbed over to check the family’s cold storage one more time—a ritual, like touching a talisman.
“You checking it again?” She was in the doorway now, arms crossed.
“Just confirming what I already know.”
“That you’re paranoid?”
“That we’re protected.” He kissed her forehead. “Back by six.”
He wasn’t.
The cop’s shoes left water marks on the hardwood. Anna watched the puddles form while he explained about the delivery van, the bike lane, the timing. Words like “instantaneous” and “no suffering” that were supposed to comfort but only clarified how completely random it had been.
After he left, she stood in the kitchen for twenty minutes, still holding Tom’s coffee mug.
The girls came home from school to a mother who couldn’t explain why Daddy’s bike was still in the garage.
The funeral drew the usual crowd: coworkers who didn’t really know him, neighbors who waved from driveways, his college roommate who flew in from Denver and got drunk at the reception.
Aaron stayed late, helping stack chairs in the church basement.
“He had everything squared away,” Aaron said. “You know that, right?”
“I know he had spreadsheets.” Anna’s voice was flat. “Lots of spreadsheets I never looked at.”
“More than spreadsheets.” Aaron hesitated.
“Did he ever walk you through the recovery process?”
“For what?”
The look on Aaron’s face told her everything she needed to know.
Tom’s office smelled like coffee grounds and bike grease. His standing desk was still raised to his height. Post-its covered the monitor bezel: Replace rear derailleur, Emma’s recital Thu, Check mempool fees.
Anna pulled open the file drawer and found what she was looking for immediately—because of course Tom had labeled it. A black Moleskine with “EMERGENCY PROTOCOLS” written on the cover in his neat architect’s hand.
She’d made fun of him for that handwriting. Called it his “serial killer font.”
Inside, the first page:
If you’re reading this, I fucked up.
Everything’s on-chain. You have what you need to recover it, but I couldn’t just write it down—you know why. I built the path the way I built everything: so you’d have to understand it to use it.
Twelve phrases. Twelve moments that only you would know to look for.
I’m sorry I made it hard. I’m sorry I’m not there to show you.
First clue: where we decided.
Anna read it three times before throwing the notebook across the room.
She called Aaron at midnight.
“He fucking treasure-hunted our life savings.”
“He secured them,” Aaron said carefully. “There’s a difference.”
“Is there? Because from here it looks like paranoid bullshit that assumes I’m going to what—memorize random words hidden in photo albums?”
“Did you find the first one?”
She had. In the coffee table book about Santorini, where Tom had proposed during a sunset that cost them three hours of arguing about the best vantage point. He’d written horizon on a coffee-stained napkin from the restaurant and tucked it inside the page with the actual proposal photo.
“Yeah,” she said. “I found it.”
“Then you’re doing what he knew you could do.”
“I don’t want to do it. I want him to be alive and have normal bank accounts like normal people.”
Aaron was quiet for a moment. “He tried to tell you. Multiple times. You told him you didn’t want to hear about ‘magic internet money.’”
That landed hard because it was true.
“I’m hanging up now,” Anna said.
“Eleven more to go,” Aaron said gently, and disconnected.
The insurance payout cleared: $200,000. Twenty years ago it would have been life-changing. In 2031 it covered the funeral, eight months of mortgage payments, and the girls’ immediate needs.
Anna watched the balance drain like water from a cracked bucket.
She sold Tom’s road bike to a grad student for $800. Kept the commuter. Started riding it to the grocery store because gas was $6.40 and climbing.
At night, after the girls were asleep, she hunted.
The story she loved led her to velvet (taped inside the eldest’s baby copy of The Velveteen Rabbit).
Where I promised gave her forever (written on the back of their marriage license, which Tom had laminated and filed with his tax documents like a psychopath).
Each word came with a memory she’d forgotten she’d stored. Each memory came with a fresh wave of grief that left her gasping in the bathroom with the shower running so the girls wouldn’t hear.
By November she had seven words.
By Christmas, nine.
The girls started asking questions she couldn’t answer.
“Why can’t we go to Disneyland like Madison’s family?”
“Are we poor now?”
“Is Daddy’s money in heaven?”
She told them the truth: that Daddy had saved money in a special way, and she was learning how to access it, and it was taking longer than she’d expected.
Emma, the eldest, asked, “Is it like a video game puzzle?”
“Kind of,” Anna admitted.
“Daddy was really good at puzzles.”
“Yeah, baby. He was.”
She found the eleventh word in March, taped inside the Altoids tin where Tom kept his bike repair tools. Cadence. Of course. He’d ridden to work every single day for nine years, through rain and heat and one memorable blizzard, because he said the rhythm helped him think.
The twelfth clue was simpler: where we keep warm.
She tore apart the basement, the water heater closet, the furnace room. Nothing.
It was Emma who figured it out, pointing to the fireplace mantle. “Mommy, you and Daddy always sat there.”
Behind the family photo—the one from the girls’ first camping trip—was a small envelope taped to the frame backing.
Inside: ember.
And beneath it, Tom’s last message:
You have them all now. Order matters—our order. Beginning to now. The wallet’s on my laptop, password is Emma’s birthday backward plus your mother’s maiden name (I know, I know, but you’ll remember it).
What’s in there is ours. What you do with it is yours.
Teach them why it matters. Not the price. The principle.
I love you. I’m sorry I’m not there.
— T
She sat on the floor of his office, holding the paper, and cried for the first time since the funeral. Not polite tears. The ugly, choking kind.
It took her two tries to get the word order right.
She’d overthought it, started with the proposal, but Tom had been more literal than that. He’d started with horizon—their first real conversation, on a beach in college when they were just friends and he’d asked her what she wanted from life.
When the wallet opened, the number that appeared made her close the laptop immediately.
She sat there for ten minutes, breathing.
Then she opened it again and looked.
Bitcoin had been $16,000 when Tom started buying in 2020. He’d been methodical, boring about it. $200 a week, every week, withdrawn from his check before it hit their joint account.
She’d thought it was his bike fund.
At $94,000 per coin, their stack was worth enough to pay off the house three times over.
She didn’t tell anyone for a month.
She moved a small amount—enough to cover six months of expenses—into a basic Lightning wallet using a tutorial Aaron sent her. The rest stayed where Tom had left it.
The insurance money ran out in April. The Bitcoin didn’t.
When Emma asked how they could suddenly afford summer camp again, Anna told her the truth:
“Daddy saved money in a way the bank couldn’t touch. I’m learning how to use it the way he wanted us to.”
“Is that why you’ve been studying at night?”
“Yeah, baby.”
“Can you teach me?”
Anna looked at her daughter—eleven years old, Tom’s eyes, her own stubborn chin—and felt something shift.
“Yeah,” she said. “I can teach you.”
By fall she’d taught three other women from the widow’s support group how to recover wallets, secure keys, run basic transactions. She didn’t charge them. It felt wrong to profit from shared grief.
But word spread.
A financial planner from Tom’s old firm called, asking if she did consulting. Then a lawyer whose husband had died with “some crypto thing” no one could access. Then a local reporter writing a piece about digital inheritance.
She started charging. Not much. Enough.
She called it Proof of Work, partly because Tom would’ve appreciated the joke, partly because it was true.
On the anniversary, she took the girls to the river path where he’d died.
They’d repainted the bike lane. Added a small memorial sign with Tom’s name killed at the same intersection.
Emma read it aloud: “Share the road. Save a life.”
“Do you think Daddy knew?” the youngest asked. “That he was going to die?”
“No,” Anna said. “But he knew life was unpredictable. That’s why he prepared.”
“Are we going to be okay?”
Anna looked at her daughters, at the river moving past, at the cyclists riding carefully through the intersection.
“We already are,” she said.
That night she opened a new notebook—plain black, no label—and wrote twelve words inside.
Not Tom’s words. Her own.
She wasn’t hiding treasure. She was documenting the lessons, the process, the things she’d learned by being forced to learn them.
When the girls were older—old enough to understand that security wasn’t paranoia, that sovereignty wasn’t selfishness—she’d give them each a copy.
For now, she closed the book and placed it beside Tom’s on the shelf.
In the kitchen, she made pancakes using his recipe: patient, low heat, better for the waiting.
The girls complained they were taking too long.
“Good things do,” she said, and flipped another.
Outside, the world churned—currency crises, bank failures, another exchange collapse trending on feeds she no longer checked obsessively.
Inside, the rhythm held.
Love and labor. Work and worth.
The twelve words, memorized now, that meant everything and nothing until the moment you needed them.
It had never been about the inheritance.
It had always been about understanding what you inherited, and why.