well, you have to be broken in order to experience the unusual therefore to see wt others barely witness. let me tell you someting: a year ago i found my self realy depressing it was a mental state after te loss of my father after two months i loved that state of being in the shell to reflect on simple ting details people may not consider quite important and write whatever come to my mind let it be a poet or a short story and after a while when i read it honestly i felt shocked how good it was not only me but my friends as well found some of these poems good ones. so to say it all, to e broken is to feel things in a deeper level tat spark a fire that of which will ignite the inspiration you have always seek.