After years of contact with libertarianism, freedom tech I see myself always more distant from the random joe. It's very sad because lately it became clear to me how materalist people around me really are, they will prostitute themselves into anything for money, because the right amount if just a little bit more. Then being in contact with Catholicism makes everyday more sense to me, despite having a lot of modernism inside the church the kernel is a very beautiful thing, it's kind of adictive learning more about it and trying to live a virtuous life, then having a simple life makes a lot of sense.