I don't blame anyone. We definitely didn't handle it the best. At the time the CLN team had limited resources because you were on sabbatical and rusty was working on GSR.

We would normally post issues in the discord and often not get replies for days which is where a lot of frustration came.

Really I think most of our frustration stemmed from any cln issue was that it always 2 fold for us, one it'd look bad to our users and we'd also then have to go bother the voltage team for assistance. And for a lot of it we just felt powerless.

However I know we're not totally crazy, I've seen multiple companies try cln and move off it for various reasons