firstly, even though i don't think you should go behind his back making a post like this, SN is probably the best place to do it. secondly, i think it is important that you show your man that you stand by him because what he is doing is important for bitcoiners. he orange pilled you, didn't he? don't you think you should be appreciative of him instead of complaining anonymously in an online forum? it sounds like you've made quite a mess, honestly. if i were you, i'd ask him to forgive you and then see if he wants your constructive criticisms for how he can make his podcast better. be ready with some pointers in case he does.