Punching up toward disingenuous people. I can't fucking stand people lying, fabricating shit, and feigning sanctimoniousness. It's a terrible vice because it's super common among the powerful, the punches don't land, and I end up making myself an outcast, because most people are simps to power and aspire to be full of shit with impunity themselves.
A silver lining is at least you have a target. I used to get into lengthy arguments on reddit with bots before I knew they were even bots.
It's the same thing, utterly futile like pissing in the ocean, and only serves to piss you off. The best thing that happened to me was figuring out that politics is all smoke and mirrors, because I was in that same trap. Screaming at the abyss, trying to effect change when nobody was listening. It just leaves you angry.
I'm a habitual procrastinator too. What helps me is that when I have something to do, I make sure to set a time that I have to start it by because "later" doesn't come.
Sleeping with makeup on.. I mean, how deep are we talking? Knowing I self sabotage good things in life? Waiting last minute to do laundry , knowing better in my 30s.
It must be a problem, because you couldn't even bring yourself to write "shouldn't".
Mine is similar, but more specific to free food. If there's free food around, I'm like a bear in a garbage can.
Punching up toward disingenuous people. I can't fucking stand people lying, fabricating shit, and feigning sanctimoniousness. It's a terrible vice because it's super common among the powerful, the punches don't land, and I end up making myself an outcast, because most people are simps to power and aspire to be full of shit with impunity themselves.
A silver lining is at least you have a target. I used to get into lengthy arguments on reddit with bots before I knew they were even bots.
It's the same thing, utterly futile like pissing in the ocean, and only serves to piss you off. The best thing that happened to me was figuring out that politics is all smoke and mirrors, because I was in that same trap. Screaming at the abyss, trying to effect change when nobody was listening. It just leaves you angry.
Thinking
But then that stopped most of the days for a couple of weeks, did a lot of good.
Masturbation
Ego masturbating, that is
Just regular masturbating for me. 🤣
Procrastination.
Getting stuff done at the last minute, that really is draining.
I'm a habitual procrastinator too. What helps me is that when I have something to do, I make sure to set a time that I have to start it by because "later" doesn't come.
Just starting seems to help.
Once you start, usually you have the energy to finish.
Sleeping late.
Smoking and I confess that I didn't even try to stop
I quit about 11 years ago. That one is pretty difficult.
Congratulations 👏👏👏👏 because this is a very hard fight to win!!!!
Hesitating and self censoring
Getting caught up in useless (but seems useful at the time), time-consuming web surfing that prevents or delays my achievement of real goals...
Pushing myself into the unthinkable. I keep doing it. Many times I know I shouldn't.
Sleeping with makeup on.. I mean, how deep are we talking?
Knowing I self sabotage good things in life?
Waiting last minute to do laundry , knowing better in my 30s.