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Here’s a little poem I wrote while I was in Nashville for the Bitcoin Circlejerk 2024. I came up with it because I felt a little lost, as I often do around people, but this time I felt especially lost because I had to walk home in the dark for an hour, and my phone’s battery was almost dead. My VISA card was declined by Uber for no apparent reason.
When I got home, someone mentioned that I could have called them, and they would have ordered an Uber for me. I didn’t know that was an option, but even if I had known, I probably wouldn’t have called—I wouldn’t have wanted to bother them. The walk back also wasn’t terrible; I just didn’t like the circumstances that led to it. If I remember correctly, I walked down Broadway and passed some art covered in 1's and 0's.
I tried to decipher it in ASCII, and then it hit me: most people probably wouldn’t have any idea how text can be encoded in binary (or even what encoding means). They would just see 1's and 0's, while I was busy trying to recall the ASCII table in my head, hoping to uncover a hidden message. That’s when the idea for this poem came to me.
internet
encodings over encodings become encryption for the masses, reason for the hopeless, culture war for the lost, weapon for the opportunists, power for the seekers, reality for the deceived, topic for the historians, poetry for you
I wonder if 'internet feelings' would have been a better title.
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111 sats \ 0 replies \ @ek OP 19 Nov
a thank you that was replaced by a big zap was here
maybe I should have zapped an amount that meant something in binary but that requires a lot of digits
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I like it.
I wonder if 'internet feelings' would have been a better title.
I think so. Or: Lost in internet feelings.
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I like it.
Thank you 👀🙏
I think so. Or: Lost in internet feelings.
I prefer shorter titles 👀
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10 sats \ 1 reply \ @Fabs 19 Nov
"Overflowing Void".
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Mentioning the internet is important imo
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You are a walker, aren’t you? Me too. I’m typing this while walking my way to school.
Congrats on this breakthrough! This definitely feels different from your usual offerings. You attempted to express profound truths in a few words, and I’ll say you succeeded
I prefer Internet. With feelings, I will think of emotions and Inside Out and that kind of touchy feely stuff. But I think what you are going for is simply how people feel about the Internet. Your poem doesn’t divorce logic from emotions, so I think Internet packs a more powerful punch. As it is, I glanced up at your title after finishing your poem to ensure that I was in the right headspace. Yup, Internet fits
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273 sats \ 0 replies \ @ek OP 20 Nov
Yes, I love having a lot of time for myself and to just walk around and ponder life!
During the summer, I like to just take a train to some random place I’ve never been before and then find my way back home on foot. The first hour is easy, then it gets harder and harder but it’s very satisfying to know how large my action radius without any transportation method can be.
Walking a long way feels so much like freedom.
or maybe I’m just training for a zombie apocalypse haha
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111 sats \ 1 reply \ @xz 20 Nov
I just didn’t like the circumstances that led to it.
Must be some in built understanding for the benefits of low time-preference thinking. Sucks that your card was declined for no reason. But if it wasn't, you would not have had a moment of cretive inspiration. Good from bad.
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Must be some in built understanding for the benefits of low time-preference thinking.
That’s a nice thought, thank you, I haven’t considered this!
But yes, I didn’t care about the "lost hour". What is one hour in the grand scheme of things?
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62 sats \ 1 reply \ @siggy47 19 Nov
Nice. Now I have to learn something else.
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54 sats \ 0 replies \ @ek OP 19 Nov
01000111 01101111 01101111 01100100 00100000 01101100 01110101 01100011 01101011 00100001
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it's real good, refinement of huge ideas into a few words, that's an accomplishment
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20 sats \ 0 replies \ @ek OP 19 Nov
Thank you, I just hope this wasn’t my peak haha
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I enjoyed the poem!
A beautiful mind always looking for the hidden message.
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33 sats \ 1 reply \ @Car 20 Nov
You were staying with us at PlebBnb, had no idea you got lost in Nashville, ping us next time will come get you.
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Mhh, I don’t like asking for help if not absolutely necessary because it makes me feel less sovereign but I shouldn’t be so obsessive about it 👀
I’ll consider it more next time, thank you for the special invitation!
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sounds like an excellent name for a music album
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Love love love it. Bravo!
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The walk back also wasn’t terrible; I just didn’t like the circumstances that led to it.
Man! it really hurts when you're tired all day and in the end this happens:(
I wonder if 'internet feelings' would have been a better title.
It's really good but if I would have post this i had used this one - Walk Amongst 1s and 0s.
Edit : you mentioned that you prefer shorter titles. Then how about this one? Binary solitude.
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21 sats \ 1 reply \ @ek OP 19 Nov
I think "internet" in the title is important.
Maybe I should have asked at the end if people have similar feelings about the internet.
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There are moments where I’ve stared at something as simple as code or even an old forum thread and just got lost in the thought of how much we’ve built into this invisible system. And still for all the connection it promises, it sometimes feels so isolating
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Now I have to learn something else..... thanks
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In this modern world, just as food cannot be produced without machines, it is not possible to do current income-expenditure, transactions etc. without internet.
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Nice 😊
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